So, I got to spend a lovely weekend at Crishna’s for Easter and she even bought me a loverly “Mr B” branded egg. Shakeaway was closed, which is very close to being a capital offence in my book. In fact the whole of Kingston-On-Thames was closed. I guess I’m just used to working in ‘convenience’ type locations where we’re open 24/7 and ready to serve the customer come rain/shine or Easter bunnies We also went to the Sea Side and fed the swans.

Unfortunately, as is always when around people that knew Charlotte, it meant lots of re-hashing old Charlotte stuff. Bringing up emotions and just generally musing over why I just can’t shake the cute bunned one out of my head. Why I can’t move on with my life. The conclusion? Well, there isn’t one, because it’s six months down the line and I’m not anymore over here and I’m not anymore moved on. I guess as long as I’m smiling in photos and can put on a smile for work and ‘friends‘ the physical and mental scars of lost love will go unnoticed by the outside world.

Anyways, as this is a Friday *cough*Monday*cough* Five post, I guess I should quit on the self pity and tell you what funky songs I think you should all give a listen to.

Something Corporate - Ruthless (Live Vid)
This is your ghost that kneels before me
Razors on her tongue, a body full of oxygen
It wont be the last time she’ll ignore me

To quote the lead singer in the YT video above, this is a song about getting stabbed in the back. We can all relate to that, yeh?

Poets of the Fall - Roses (FF Vid)
And so I came to gaze upon the stars, when they were yet unborn
And consequently, tear at my old scars and the mask I had outworn

I love this guy’s voice. But why do they not make any videos for the songs that I choose to put up on here, so it’s another Fan made video. Enjoy.

3 Days Grace - (I Hate) Everything About You (Video)
By every silent scream we make
All those feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it

It’s time to get EMOy with the four piece alt-rock band from Canada. Unless I’m missing a subtle meaning to the song I’m gonna go out with; it’s about hating the person you’re with, but loving them and not being able to be without them and in this case the other person feeling the exact same. It wont work, mate. She’ll run off with your best friend.

Better Than Ezra - A Lifetime (Video)
When we were standing
On the hood of your car
Singing out loud when the sun came up.

This is such a sad song, although it feels happy. About a girl named Allie who crashed her car on the way to her graduation. And her friends hijacked the cremation to take her ashes to the beach “’cause I knew you’d want it that way.” I, suppose, it’s happy really. But still *sniffle*

Hoobastank - Inside of you (Video)
For now I’ll play the game
And I’m waiting for you move
But I’ve got say
That I never lose

I think it’s safe to say this song is purely about trying to get inside someone’s pants. Because I love the way you feel, when I’m inside of you. No quibbles on the video, either. It’s kinda like a reverse peepshow with women stripping to see them. Probably NSFW, although no nudity.

Right my cinnamon sprinkled lattes enjoy and I shall bid thee farewell.

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